kimi dake wa kizuite

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Friday, August 22, 2008 8:55 AM

look at me, i`m a failed attempt.

is it wrong to feel alone.?
i can feel myself tugging at my sheets at night, missing someone who isn`t and was never there.
i can`t help but feel insecure, nobody in the world could understand my stress.
you love me, you`d do anything for me but be with me.
i can`t take the rejections.
it feels like i`m the only one in the world who will not allow myself to have anyone.

but the truth is...
i am alone.
i do feel weak.

i want someone there to be my backbone when i feel my defenses are down.
i want someone there who will understand and accept everything i`ve gone through and who i am.
i want someone to hold me.
i want someone to care.
i want someone who i can actuallytell everything to and not feel liek they won`t believe me or stray away in fear.

or maybe i`m just wrong.
maybe that will never be the life set out for me.
but either way....i still feel alone sometimes.

somebody shoot me.

depression has fell into my head. and now every excuse to let it fall out will be released.

sometimes. i really hate me.

dou ka hidoi yume da to koteta hoshi.

my name is astrid. i'm 18, single, and pansexual.
i often feel my mind slip into oblivion.
why don't you join me.?

i'm complicated, each peice hand chosen and stitched together with the finest threads. some of the greatest moments in my life developed inside my mind, and i'll never forget a day to where i have regreted that. i am a paranormal investigator and specialize in vampirism. i am a chameleon, constantly modifiying new looks and styles. in the past 5 years i have come to realize that the big ball of fire in the sky eats away at my skin, so i prefere to venture at night time. for the morbid outlook on life and appreciation of all things bleeding, i am a reverned. come, and i'll show you what the world really looks like.

TOMO-fuckin-DACHI

my sexy aoi face
my sexy ila face

talk to astrid. :3

video of the night: D - kuon.

Akogaita kaze wa suna wo hakobu ano hito no omokage dake wo sagasu
hikiyoserareru you ni watashi wa ayumu
Sou deai wa wakare no hajimari itsumo
Hito wa naze Kidzukanai furi o shiteiru noi darou
Kaze no you na suki tooru me ni watashi wo utsushite

Kono sekai ga owaru mae ni mou ichidou anata ni aetara
kinou yori mo jibunrashiku sunao ni ikite yukeru no ni
ima mo kawarazu ni anata wa inochi wo moyasu

Kono hoshi* wo mitodokeru koto wa dekinai keredo
Koboreru suna yubi no sukima kara mieru anata no maboroshi

Shizumu Keshiki wasuretakunai konna ni mo utsukushii no da to
Nagasu namida no shizuku sae kienai megumi no ame to nare

Kono sekai ga owaru mae ni mou ichidou anata ni aetara
kinou yori mo jibunrashiku sunao ni ikite yukeru no ni
ima mo kawarazu ni anata wa inochi wo moyasu

Tomo to yoberu you anata ni aete yokatta